I've been sitting here trying to decide how to start this post... it is not like me to blog about my feelings or problems but I'm feeling this is my only outlet. I have been crying or on the verge of tears all day. My eyes are puffy, I have a stuffy nose, and a crying headache.
My family and I have had two and a half of the hardest years in our lives. Now I feel like the pile has really hit the fan ( as if it hadn't already).
We still have not found a place of our own, money at my job is worse than bad hours aren't great either, I don't do the grocery shopping here so I don't have my stash of yummy treats to put a smile on my face.! (you know you all have a stash that not even your husband knows about ;) But, worst of all the puppies are waking us up 3-5 times a night!!
So here's for those bloggers who know me best and will understand my problem...
I LOVE SLEEP!! more than just about anything else. I love my pillow (Target brand super firm king size, replaced every 6 months) I love my blanket (Domestication micro plush cashmina) I love my bed (Serta pillow top king size) and a good book to help me sink in and crash for my 10-12 hours of uninterrupted sleep!
Some of you might be laughing and saying YEA right?! but it's true... I have even taught my kids to sleep in. So now my tears and bad mood make more sense to you all don't they?... Lack of sleep equals a very sad Angie!
Ok so thanks for letting me vent I'm sure the sun will come out tomorrow, or when I get a 10 hour nap! ;) love you all and all your support!
2 comments:
It does make you feel a little better when you blog about it. I understand you completely when it comes to needing sleep and then to add huge stresses to that makes things almost unbearable.
Yes the sun will come out tomorrow, things have to get better. Im glad you have your family all right by you and I hope your getting the support you need from them!
Oh Angie - I totally hear ya on how destructive sleep deprivation is to good moods. And then add other stuff on top and its even WORSE. I hope the puppies start sleeping for you - and that you get back to your 10-12 hours of sleept ASAP!!!!
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